Chandra has asked me to move in with her under the condition that I quit smoking pot.
It's something that I believe is possible and I just can't imagine a life without her. I miss her and Tal a lot and I really do want to quit wasting my time in a lifestyle that is hardly ever sober. If I'm ever going to get up, go to school and find a more fulfilling career, I can't do it while smoking weed everyday. I want to unleash my potential and have the ability to be there for the people that I care for. I want to be their hero.
It seems simple, but pot and I have had a long love/hate relationship that I need to get out of. There's going to be periods of frustration and emotional meltdowns. I can't let those break me down. I need to handle stress and anxiety through different means. Jogging sounds like a good activity to get into.
Getting into photo/videography sounds like something more valuable that I should put my money into.
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